Today seem like we are more of like a friend,i cant do anything more anymore.Feeling helpless,i dont have the courage anymore,feeling so much pain inside,i wanna have you by my side so much,maybe i can,maybe i wont get at all,maybe it just a dream after all.Dreaming of you every night, thinking of you every moment,missing you every second,I love you my dear. I wanna have you so much.i dont know how to describe my feeling.Feel so weak cant even bring myself up.i need your hand to pick me up.i dont know what to say.I;m just so lost .

Labels: Amanda, I love you

today was normal.I suppose meet izzati at 9 but i woke up late but at least i reached before her.Lend her my floorball stick. Then today only got POA lesson. then 12.40 like that lesson end. Then go tamp, thought wanna meet baby but she dont even know what time her lesson end, naughty girl mah, never listen to teacher xp. kidding!. Then no one is free,so went to Tampines mall to buy something at popular.Then went back home. Then 3.30 like that went out again. Saw Zahira at the bus stop. At first, she was waiting for bus,then she tell me she want walk with me to tamp inter. So walked with her, then when reached tamp inter, met audi as audi is going out with Zahira then i went to wait for my bus. Then Reached my workplace and start working and messaging my baby at same time. She dont allow me to message her during worktime how bad she is. XP!.Baby waited for me to finish work and now she waiting for me to finish blogging so that she could read it. So sweet of her.

Labels: I love you