So long didnt blog. Been busy and not many things happened actually. COB is finally done and feel lighter on the shoulder now but because no more COB, it doesnt feel like there a reason to go to school. Got A overall for Project though and ranked second among other six group. Although my teammate didnt really work well as a team, still i wanna thanks them for being able to make it on the day before the presentation for discussion despite being busy. We are all leaders and perhap that why we just cant work really well together because we wanna be top of each other although we are a group. I skipped poa yest and today. It not i dont want to go but just that the way Mrs Lim teach is just way too complicated. I dont understand. She actually nice to me and some but not to all which make people think im her pet student. When i skipped her poa lesson also, i feel sense of guilty because she is nice to me and im being like unfair to her. Maybe she should change the way she teach and should treat everyone equally. Give everyone the chance to every opportunity and not just pick student.Yesterday was Hafi birthday! ah okay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFI! Godma giving me two free movie ticket! so happppppppppy!

Things between me and her have not been going well. Hopefully things will turn out fine.

School is as boring as ever now i have to get out from my house by 6 plus to school or i will be nag by my mum because of the stupid letter by the school. Damn i hate it. I dont believe my attendance is like that.

Today was fun, ate KFC with my godma and the rest of the cliques. Joke and laugh. Then we watch movie. G.I Joe is not bad. Quite interesting. Sat beside godma. Then We walk walk around then godma drive me back to Tampines,she bought food for her son and i bought food for my mum so yeah. Then i head back home and take a nap.





Now that i have make clear to you how i feel for you, i hope you do

feel the same things toward me too. Im speaking the truth and

seriously that how i feel for you. I wanna thank you because now i

have the feeling back i feel much more stronger.

I have no mood to post today but shall post a little. Was moodless since yesterday night.Then My godma(Aunty Jo) treat me and my clique lunch at long john silver. SO KIND OF HER.Spend $45.50 just to eat. Return class some people were blowing balloons and something happened so me hafi and izzati laugh till we roll on the floor outside the class.

Apart from that, sigh. i dont know how to say. i really love you. It seem like you lost

your feeling for me. i told you i would put aside my feeling for you but do you really

believe i could do it, i would be lying if i say i love you no more, i would be lying if i say

we could just be fri end, i would be lying if i want you to stop contacting me. EVerytime

i hold my phone i go to your name in my contact list, i just dont know how to start , i

really want you to know that i love you. Everytime in msn , i open your conversation, i

dont know what to type, im afraid to lose you but i know im losing you already...

Today seem like we are more of like a friend,i cant do anything more anymore.Feeling helpless,i dont have the courage anymore,feeling so much pain inside,i wanna have you by my side so much,maybe i can,maybe i wont get at all,maybe it just a dream after all.Dreaming of you every night, thinking of you every moment,missing you every second,I love you my dear. I wanna have you so much.i dont know how to describe my feeling.Feel so weak cant even bring myself up.i need your hand to pick me up.i dont know what to say.I;m just so lost .

Labels: Amanda, I love you

Nowadays, we seem to drift apart, i don't know maybe i think tooo much, i hate it if you think

you dont deserve me,maybe it me who dont deserve you.Maybe I'm just lucky to know you. I

dont know how to describe how i feel now. Things seem to be bad this few days. I guess i;m

just thinking too much. I wish i could do something to make you happy, i wish im good in

words, i wish i could be the angel of happiness, it heartbreaking to see you sad, i keep opening

your msn convo but i just dont know what to write because im just scare im being irritating

to you or my words might make you feel worse. I tried my best to comfort you but i knew it

doesnt really work although you thank me.



To someone(NOT MY BABY), im not saying you anything but im being nice to you is as a friend not more than that. I'm straight. I hate the way you're treating me. I really hope you will stop following me wherever i go as i feel very uneasy and please dont touch me unnecessarily. I'm gonna avoid you and PLEASE STOP FOLLOWING ME! It disturbing.